i believe you when you say that he’s so wonderful, i believe that what i feel is somehow stoppable, i believe with all my heart my heart’s unbreakable, i believe it’s not all over the floor, fuckin rake-able,

like leaves you see, emotions floating in the breeze, fallin down to the ground just to fade into the sea, of distant memory. an entire state of mind, relinquished by the passing time. lovely schema left behind, a redeemer of a kind, that coulda saved my soul, that coulda kept me on the low.

but now i feel wild and untamed, a beast with rabies let loose into the game. chasing something that will satisfy my heart, but endin up just rippin all these bitches apart, cus i hate em. they ain’t like you. i guess i gotta wait till they think like you, when they’re grown, and I am too, just have to stay the same while they hurry up and change.

thing is,i know that wont happen, altho, when these bitches learn i’ll fersher be clappin. its just, i don’t know, useless, so i’ll go, and take some time to soak it in, feelings I cloak, are hidden.

gbf